Lyrics post after 7593248750329 years

Yeah it was a bad day at work. The client forced me to review some document, and of course I know like 0.000000000001% of their stuff so far (after one and a half weeks of staring at a laptop), and I looked and sounded exactly what I was when I was reviewing it in front of everybody (which is somebody WHO DOES NOT KNOW, DUH), and to make the long story short today SUCKED.

But Anyway. 
by Splender.

I think I've had enough
I think I might errupt
I'm looking for some information
It's digging in the skin
Whenever I begin
There's gonna be a complication

I take another breath
It's deeper than the rest
I'm swimming to the final breaker
It's sitting in my mouth
I wanna get it out
I wanna know when something's on

But, anyway
I just can't be myself today
Apparently
But, anyway
'cause nothing seems to come to me
So easily
But, anyway
'cause I mistake my memories
For company
But what a day
I've gotta say
I can't believe in myself today

Sitting on the bed
Everything finger spread
Looking for some motivation
If I can offend
I'll try to fit it in
And I don't need an explanation

I think I better wake
I'm starting to deflate
I'm looking for some compensation
I'll never understand
I'll never be a man
When I don't know what somethigs on
But, anyway
I just can't be myself today
Apparently
But, anyway
'cause nothing seems to come to me
Not possibly
But, anyway
'cause I mistake my symphony
For suffering
Oh what a day
I've gotta say
I can't believe in myself this way

And I'll face it face down the long way
And I'll face it face down the long way

I think it's got an end
I think it's gonna bend
I think I got a new impression
So tell me how I look
Tell me what I took
To try to keep the conversation
I think I'll get it right
I'm fucking with the light
I'll turn it to the situation
I'm doing what I can
I never understand
When I don't see when somethings on

But, anyway
I just can't be myself today
Apparently
But, anyway
'cause nothing seems to come to me
So happily
But, anyway
'cause I mistake my memories
For company
But what a day
I've gotta say
They're getting harder to separate

But, anyway
I just can't be myself today
Apparently
But, anyway
'cause nothing seems to come to me
Not possibly
But, anyway
'cause I mistake my symphony
For suffering
But what a day
I've gotta say
I can't believe in myself today
I can't believe in myself today
I can't believe in myself today
I can't believe in myself today

I can't believe in myself today.

During the review this Vietnamese guy was explaining something to me in Japanese, and he had this fucking smug look in his face, and after every other statement that he made he would turn to me and the client and then ask me, "Wakarimasuu?" in this half-patronizing, half-condescending tone (Emphasis on the irritating ~suu sound; "Did you get that?" for you non-Japanese-infected people; "You have this look on your face that tells me that you didn't understand me, how fucking stupid are you?" was what I heard inside my head.) I found out the other day that they don't use English much in Vietnam. How about I talk to him in English and ask him if he understood what 1.8 billion other people could. UGH BAD TRIP TALAGA. I did not fucking sign up for this. Required ba talaga ang humiliation at trauma sa lahat ng JP assignments? Hello asa Itami ba ulit ako? Hello?

But Anyway. Sakto tumugtog sa iTouch ko nung pauwi na kami. After nun tumugtog naman, "Kimi wa Sukoshi mo Warukunai" by my homeboys Arashi. It loosely means "You are not bad at all."

See? That's why I ♥ those guys. The one good thing that happened to me today, and it was all brought to me by Arashi and the iPod shuffle option. Pathetic.