Dahilan kung bakit ako lumilipad

I just have to write today, it's been weeks since I
last updated this thing. Anyway I've been living in
the office for the past two weeks, courtesy of my very
very easy project. Oh, did I mention that it's very
easy? It is. I've been going home 6 am most mornings
and coming in at around lunch. Boss ako e, ba't ba.

God, I looooooove my project. I love it so much I will
spend every waking hour (around 20? 21?) working on
it. I love it so much I will spend Saturdays and
Sundays and very precious holidays in the office so it
won't get delayed. (Any MORE delayed, that is.) I love
it so much I'm gonna work myself to DEATH for it. Oh,
did I mention that I love it? I do.

Rollercoaster ride. I've been bitchy, whiny, grumpy,
sleepy, weepy, sickly, and every other dwarf that's
ever lived because of this God-forsaken project.
Lately I've been finding myself talking TO myself. In
Nihongo. "Shou ga fucking nee yo." (There's no
choice.) "Muri ni shifuckingnaide, men, muri ni
shinaide." (Don't over-exert yourself.) I swear to God
I used to be normal.

"Used to be normal." That is my latest catchphrase.

So. Because I am such a fangirl, I will just hope and
pray that Kimura Takuya was right. Here he is, in his
finest, as Hidetoshi Sena in "Long Vacation":

人間何やってもダメな時は、
神様がくれた長いお休みだと思って。。。
無理に走らない、
焦らない、
頑張らない。
自然に身を委ねる。
そしたら、よくなる。
たぶん。

[Translation]
Why don't you think of it this way?
It's a long vacation.
There's no reason to rush.
There are times when no matter what you do, it doesn't
work out.
No matter what you do, it's no good.
At times like that, it may sound strange, but why
don't you think of it as a vacation from God?
Don't force yourself.
Don't rush.
Don't try harder.
Just let everything take its natural course.
(Then?)
Things will improve.
(Really?)
Probably.

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. On a totally different note
which totally destroys the tone of this post, a
quotable quote:

I Know More Than You Do: i'm not the one that's one
slice short of an apple pie
I Know More Than You Do: wtf kind of metaphor did i
just use
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: i have NO idea
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: i think it's pecan pie?
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: hahahahahahaha
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: one nut short of a pecan
pie?
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: wahahaha ang labo
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: XD
I Know More Than You Do: it is? basta... gets mo naman
e
I Know More Than You Do: XD
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: wahahahahahahaha XD

Wahahahaha XD Sorry kung sa 'kin lang benta 'to. It
was really funny, promise. O sya back to work. Here I
go. Wheeeeeee.

Time Traveling with Kuya Ching

Share ko lang mabilis... I'm back! Haha. Kala ko
made-delay yung flight namin, buti hindi. Anyway
daming trabaho, di ako masyado makasulat.

So ayunanga, kahapon nakita namin ni Dulce si Raymond
Bayongan alyas Kuya Ching sa smoking area ng building
namin - apparently, asa 8th floor pala namin yung
office nya. (FYI, umalis sya nung second year ata
kami.) Anyway nagpapakwento sya about the rest of the
admuECEzerofive peeps, tapos dumating dun sa point na
ganito na yung usapan:

Ching: "Kumusta na kayo ni Elbert? Kayo ni Butch?"
Dulce and Jamie: ???

Wahahahahaha XD Napaisip pa talaga 'ko kung sino si
Butch e, hahaha :D Are we in 2001?!? Tas yung
walanghiyang si Ching hindi na pala alam yung pangalan
ko! Basta alam lang daw nya J yung simula. Skwater.
Haha. At take note pala, mas marami pa syang alam na
updates tungkol kay Cris Silva kesa sa 'min ni Dulce.
Bakit kaya.

So. Next time na ang mga Japayuki stories Abs. Saka
Japayuki pics. Grabe work load, kaasar! Grr. Ja ne.

Hayai Renraku

Quick update. Haha barok ko mag-Nihongo.

Don't have much time, dami kong kwento(!), pero next
time na yun. Anyway pauwi na kami sa Sabado, weather
permitting. Apparently may super typhoon daw na
parating sa Japan today tas andaming cancelled
flights, pero hopefully by Saturday ayus na ang lahat.
Gusto ko nang umuwi e. Enjoy sa Japan, pero namimiss
ko na rin ang mga tao saka ang napakasarap na luto ng
nanay ko. Haha.

Yun lang, back to work. See you soon!