Dahilan kung bakit ako lumilipad

I just have to write today, it's been weeks since I
last updated this thing. Anyway I've been living in
the office for the past two weeks, courtesy of my very
very easy project. Oh, did I mention that it's very
easy? It is. I've been going home 6 am most mornings
and coming in at around lunch. Boss ako e, ba't ba.

God, I looooooove my project. I love it so much I will
spend every waking hour (around 20? 21?) working on
it. I love it so much I will spend Saturdays and
Sundays and very precious holidays in the office so it
won't get delayed. (Any MORE delayed, that is.) I love
it so much I'm gonna work myself to DEATH for it. Oh,
did I mention that I love it? I do.

Rollercoaster ride. I've been bitchy, whiny, grumpy,
sleepy, weepy, sickly, and every other dwarf that's
ever lived because of this God-forsaken project.
Lately I've been finding myself talking TO myself. In
Nihongo. "Shou ga fucking nee yo." (There's no
choice.) "Muri ni shifuckingnaide, men, muri ni
shinaide." (Don't over-exert yourself.) I swear to God
I used to be normal.

"Used to be normal." That is my latest catchphrase.

So. Because I am such a fangirl, I will just hope and
pray that Kimura Takuya was right. Here he is, in his
finest, as Hidetoshi Sena in "Long Vacation":

人間何やってもダメな時は、
神様がくれた長いお休みだと思って。。。
無理に走らない、
焦らない、
頑張らない。
自然に身を委ねる。
そしたら、よくなる。
たぶん。

[Translation]
Why don't you think of it this way?
It's a long vacation.
There's no reason to rush.
There are times when no matter what you do, it doesn't
work out.
No matter what you do, it's no good.
At times like that, it may sound strange, but why
don't you think of it as a vacation from God?
Don't force yourself.
Don't rush.
Don't try harder.
Just let everything take its natural course.
(Then?)
Things will improve.
(Really?)
Probably.

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. On a totally different note
which totally destroys the tone of this post, a
quotable quote:

I Know More Than You Do: i'm not the one that's one
slice short of an apple pie
I Know More Than You Do: wtf kind of metaphor did i
just use
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: i have NO idea
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: i think it's pecan pie?
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: hahahahahahaha
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: one nut short of a pecan
pie?
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: wahahaha ang labo
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: XD
I Know More Than You Do: it is? basta... gets mo naman
e
I Know More Than You Do: XD
Merit Ako Don't Fuck With Me: wahahahahahahaha XD

Wahahahaha XD Sorry kung sa 'kin lang benta 'to. It
was really funny, promise. O sya back to work. Here I
go. Wheeeeeee.